So it's been 2 years

So it's been 2 years, and 2 years upon that. I suppose you could refer to this as my biennial blog of wide-scale lesser personal life. I feel obligated to update this since I went through a few other of my blogs and just never seem to touch up on this one.

Looking back at the previous two blogs, I can remember how I was and how distasteful and sour my outlook was. But I felt happy a lot too. I think I'm just happier now, especially since I feel more in tune with myself. Growing up, it was such a challenge to understand who I was. I'm 20 now, and over the course of 4 years, I reached out to people aside from my parents and I've felt more confident.

As I stand right now, I'm single. My ex broke up with me on December 8, 2011 erupting a mess of tragedy in my heart wiping out 5 years of beautiful memories. But I've recovered a bit since then. I haven't been in school in almost a year and a half and I've been jobless. So life hasn't treated me very well to this point, but I did have an interview at a Chipotle yesterday. It wasn't very exciting, but I looked at all the positive aspects of it, and made the best of it.

That's really something I'm grateful of now. Until recently, being such a downer, seeking out flaws, is such an unhealthy lifestyle. And unless you've been there, you really don't know what it's like, and it's no easy chore to start finding the light in life.

If I'm to consider a new major, I still want to do something regarding science or computers, but I really don't know what the classes are going to offer and what's worse is that I don't know who the teachers will be. But until I absolutely have everything in order, I'll refrain from college and try to make a substantial living with a part-time.