So it's been 2 years

So it's been 2 years, and 2 years upon that. I suppose you could refer to this as my biennial blog of wide-scale lesser personal life. I feel obligated to update this since I went through a few other of my blogs and just never seem to touch up on this one.

Looking back at the previous two blogs, I can remember how I was and how distasteful and sour my outlook was. But I felt happy a lot too. I think I'm just happier now, especially since I feel more in tune with myself. Growing up, it was such a challenge to understand who I was. I'm 20 now, and over the course of 4 years, I reached out to people aside from my parents and I've felt more confident.

As I stand right now, I'm single. My ex broke up with me on December 8, 2011 erupting a mess of tragedy in my heart wiping out 5 years of beautiful memories. But I've recovered a bit since then. I haven't been in school in almost a year and a half and I've been jobless. So life hasn't treated me very well to this point, but I did have an interview at a Chipotle yesterday. It wasn't very exciting, but I looked at all the positive aspects of it, and made the best of it.

That's really something I'm grateful of now. Until recently, being such a downer, seeking out flaws, is such an unhealthy lifestyle. And unless you've been there, you really don't know what it's like, and it's no easy chore to start finding the light in life.

If I'm to consider a new major, I still want to do something regarding science or computers, but I really don't know what the classes are going to offer and what's worse is that I don't know who the teachers will be. But until I absolutely have everything in order, I'll refrain from college and try to make a substantial living with a part-time.

I'm Back!

Ready for some new blogging and spewing out whatever is on my mind! Preparing for graduation next month. It doesn't excite me in the slightest, the idea of graduating that is. I'm more excited for it serving as an exit of high school. I did meet some good people, but I dislike the majority of people there. It's nice to know a few people for socializing, but I'm afraid I won't keep the big lot of acquaintances I made over the years.

It's Sunday morning and Anderson said he might come over. We might doodle around in Renoise and I'll show him some VSTs and samples I've discovered and tried out. Maybe we'll play some SSBM, who knows. I like how the close friends I do have don't really put any pressure on me to act a certain way. It makes me feel comfortable that I can just be how I feel like I want to rather than please a social norm.

Quite a tangent, but it's true and it's how I feel. I secretly have a pessimistic disposition of the human race, but yeah whatever. Enough for today.

Good afternoon, Blog. I have little say inside my pitiful mind full of rusty gears, though I would like to mention that I would enjoy recording a sector of my life dedicated to the ears of the internet. I rarely keep up with journals, diaries and memorials, yet my life only has one solitary passage; therefore I should keep up with my emotions throughout my life. I hope you find what I have to offer interesting.

I'm overloaded with homework, currently, and I'm stalling by posting on bluexoon.com, omgdidinsane.com, and flashflashrevolution.com, playing Stepmania Online, and listening to Venetian Snares on my Winamp player. I've got to finish a biographical sketch of James Monroe by Friday. It's Thursday. Ha.